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Telltale Marks   
Your bedsheets left wrinkles in my skin  That I trace slowly with the tip of my finger  (it feels so early, being up before noon.)   
I watch you sleep, golden lashes brushing round cheeks  The morning sun filters through the curtains  (it looks like a halo around your head.)   
A brief flash of my closet romantic  I unplug the alarm clock  (no need for reality to interrupt.)   
I know you're not really asleep  That half smile, faintly dancing on your lips gives you away  (i know you too well.)   
I let you pretend anyway,  It's al

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in Windows on 2/14/08
Addiction MalflictionNoticing the protruding ribcage bones out of her daughters torso wasn't quite enough.   
Not quite enough to realize the years of torture through self image and self mutilation;   
and sleeping screaming.   
In a tone quiet enough so no one could figure out what was being said.   
What was converting controversy that developed in her mind for future years.   
Not enough for others to reach a helping hand out and save her drowning self esteem.   
Not that she would want it for her "pride" was too strong.   
Drowning deep in the waters of the cold Atlantic-   
Somew Addiction Malfliction
in Spoken Word on 2/6/08
Moving ForwardHis voice;   
Play back.   
Inside of my head, a never ending recorded reel.   
That killed so many emotions, inside of my mother's heart   
that bled.   
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His voice;   
Play back.   
All of the broken promises and lies of the broken generations.   
And my children that will never get the chance to meet their grandfather;   
Just as I didn't.   
    
His voice;   
Play back.   
A lonely walk down the isle on my fucking weddi Moving Forward
in Spoken Word on 2/6/08
Personal KnowledgeThe cigarette smoke danced like butterflies;  as we slept intertwined like the most experienced contortionists.  Mangling and molding out bodies together like twisting vines.  Wrapped up in sheets of eight hundred thread count cotton.  Skin and flesh blanketing our every move.  The bond shared between organ and bone.  And never ending fingertips along every contour the body takes shape.  Veins of mass destruction;  Limbs tied in knots.  Rotting away desires and experience.   We scream;    Like monsters.  Throwing away facades and bleeding away fantasies.  Invincib Personal Knowledge
in Spoken Word on 2/6/08
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Journal Entry: Fri Apr 4, 2008, 1:53 PM
As promised, my subscription is up and it's time for me to leave this site.

We had a good run guys, we did our best, had some laughs. But in the end, the tears became more than what the laughter could handle.

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you.

I'm sorry I couldn't stop your pain.

I'm running away. I can't stand to think of you. Of what we might have been. It hurts.

Goodbye.

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=FarFromTheBox:iconFarFromTheBox: Apr 4, 2008, 4:58:43 PM
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~DarkWarlord10k:iconDarkWarlord10k: Apr 4, 2008, 12:09:14 AM
:o ?

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=FarFromTheBox:iconFarFromTheBox: Apr 1, 2008, 7:10:34 AM
:O

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=No-More-Ignorance:iconNo-More-Ignorance: Mar 8, 2008, 11:54:40 PM Mood: Love
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~DarkWarlord10k:iconDarkWarlord10k: Mar 2, 2008, 5:31:53 PM
Okay.

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~the-masked-cat:iconthe-masked-cat: Mar 2, 2008, 12:16:36 AM
^_^ i am gona add you i my msn if is it okay with ya
=p and watch u too

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~DarkWarlord10k:iconDarkWarlord10k: Mar 1, 2008, 7:04:15 PM
Sure

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~the-masked-cat:iconthe-masked-cat: Feb 26, 2008, 1:50:31 AM
^_^ hiya!
can we be friends ? :)
:rose:

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~alifuhrer:iconalifuhrer: Feb 14, 2008, 5:11:26 PM
you `ve been featured here :)
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~BeMyValentinePlz:iconBeMyValentinePlz: Feb 14, 2008, 12:20:30 PM
=OuroborosCobra has sent you a :iconbemyvalentineplz:

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
You have been sent a Valentines Rose,
Just because you're you!

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~DarkWarlord10k:iconDarkWarlord10k: Feb 14, 2008, 11:38:41 AM
Hahah... woo charity roses!

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*SecretAdmirerPlz:iconSecretAdmirerPlz: Feb 14, 2008, 10:30:41 AM
:iconbemyvalentineplz: Oh My! It looks like someone has sent you a rose?

But who?

I guess this means you have someone out there who admires you!
:flirty:

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*MaestroTomberi:iconMaestroTomberi: Feb 5, 2008, 8:33:28 AM
:wave:

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=zume:iconzume: Feb 4, 2008, 9:06:39 PM
Humanity is still learning and growing. So I figure there aren't that many people who would want to harm me personally, but they do wana prevent happiness, because they aren't happy, so I give people a lot of slack. I give them room, but I also shield myself from them.

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=BiKaZe:iconBiKaZe: Feb 4, 2008, 6:51:30 PM
thank you for visiting my page.

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~DarkWarlord10k:iconDarkWarlord10k: Feb 4, 2008, 3:25:21 PM
:smooch:

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~DarkWarlord10k:iconDarkWarlord10k: Feb 4, 2008, 3:22:59 PM
I'm the same way. People compliment me and I think "Wait... what's their motivation in this? What do they secretly want from me?" And then I get bitchy trying to figure it out.

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*emmejay-fwz:iconemmejay-fwz: Feb 4, 2008, 12:23:39 AM
I'm here to spread the L O V E

happy Valentine !


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=zume:iconzume: Feb 4, 2008, 12:20:07 AM
Same here. I even have this weird pride thing that makes me grumpy when people say nice things to me. I think you're fantastic though, you're realy a nice person. <3

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~DarkWarlord10k:iconDarkWarlord10k: Feb 3, 2008, 10:59:07 PM
Well... I've never been one to shy away from a compliment.

That's a lie, I don't know how to handle compliments.

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=Gibah:iconGibah: Feb 3, 2008, 2:49:58 AM
:hug:

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=zume:iconzume: Feb 2, 2008, 9:34:22 PM
I've noticed that one canno't out-compliment a good community. It doesn't seem this way, but if you really give sincere compliments from the heart, someone will always respond with thier heart in return. Maybe it just takes practice and building a sense for who will be responsive to you. I've just found that the more you flood people with compliments, the more you get in return. Naturally people dont understand how to be nice and pleasent and constructive, so ya have to shake it into them. <3

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~DarkWarlord10k:iconDarkWarlord10k: Feb 2, 2008, 7:33:37 PM
Thanks, but I never get them.

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=zume:iconzume: Feb 2, 2008, 6:45:03 PM
You're a fun person, you deserve lots of compliments. <3

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~DarkWarlord10k:iconDarkWarlord10k: Feb 2, 2008, 1:02:32 PM
I am not!

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